Stress Responses…{and A New Earth}

March 2nd, 2010 by

Well hello everyone! I just wanted to say that I will be back writing on this blog again.  I took some time off – to work on other projects {music, etc}, but I know this blog is important for me to develop.  I think I took some time off, because this topic is very sensitive to me, and I feel very naked just expressing all my ups and downs with food cravings, etc.  But over the past few weeks, I know its important I maintain this.

PLEASE - I am saying a disclaimer right now – I can recommend what works FOR ME.  And what DOESNT work for me.  Please leave comments agreeing, disagreeing, whatever.  This is an open forum, but in the end, everyone has to decide what is best for their journey.

So, personal update.  Yesterday, I was struggling alot with food cravings.  You know what I’m talking about.  Just having one of those days where you CANT GET FREEKIN FULL!!  It was interrupting my day severely.  Also combined with it, was a to-do list 20 feet long, and I just couldn’t concentrate.  Does anyone else ever struggle with concentration / food cravings??  Well over the past few years, I have had some great successes and some days from hell.  I am still in the process of understanding my body, my cravings, my emotions, my body chemistry, energetic imbalances, etc, etc.  I don’t always know what to do to help myself feel better.   In the old days, I just gave in.  Easy fix!! I feel IMMEDIATELY better!  But then all the consequences set in, and I want more and more.  And the body chemistry shifts around, and now the craving is more intense the next day.  ITS NOT WORTH IT!!!  So now, I fight and prevent.  Preventing is alot easier.  Fighting can seem like hell.

So, yesterday, during my fighting it….I was able to tie in some emotional reasons, which surprised me.  I was TOO STRESSED.  I had TOO MUCH TO DO, and in my mind, I had to do it perfectly.

Well THATS just not gonna happen.  No one is perfect.  Especially not me.

I had a long talk with someone close to me last night, and he said he used to struggle with perfection and “enemy thoughts” ALL DAY LONG.  He said he was tortured by not being able to stay PRESENT, and he was constantly stressed.  He has been telling me for about 7 months now to read the book A NEW EARTH by Eckhart Tolle. He said it changed his life completely.  He also said, he had such ADD, that he couldn’t get through it the first time.  Finally he just put himself in sensory deprivation – locked himself in the bathroom, made himself a warm bubble bath, lit some candles, and MADE himself read it – large chunks at at time.  I just started the book myself, I have it right on my desk now as I am writing.  I will let you know how it goes, since I KNOW I will be asked constantly if I read this book.

How does this relate to food cravings? I dont know quite yet.  But it could -at times- have something to do with worrying, perfection, too much “to do”, etc.  I wonder sometimes how that mentality “feeds” stress responses in the body, which then make us hungry???

I am going to put my affiliate link up here to amazon for the book, so you can check it out a bit.  If you end up buying it from Amazon, somewhere else on the internet, your local bookstore, or borrow from a friend…PLEASE leave comments after you read {or during the process of reading it}.  Did it help you with your overall emotional well-being  & stress responses?  Did it resonate or NOT resonate with you?

Here is the link for the Book – A New Earth:


I will let you know how I am doing with it…

Take care today and wishing you a STRESS FREE and CRAVING FREE DAY!!!
~Z

Going Through Some Challenges…

October 22nd, 2009 by

Well – it’s Zoe here. Haven’t been on in a while. I’m coming back to my blog as a healing exercise for myself. Here’s a little bit of my story. I’ve been off sugar for about 8 or so years. It was shortly after September 11th. I still had some low sugar products at that time, and finally was completely done by 2002. I went through some time in 2007 where I experimented with artificial sugars, and found they completely messed me up. If they work for you, or someone you know, then “good on ya”. I wouldn’t attempt to change your mind. BUT for me, they triggered sweet cravings, to the point where I HAD to have them. I’ve been completely off them for a while. I always knew they weren’t good for me.

ANYway….This blog was meant to encourage other people fighting the sugar, food/fat, cravings battle. I have incredible will-power, and probably you do, too. What totally sucks is the CRAVINGS!! What about the person that doesn’t have cravings? Are they using willpower to get through the day? No. They don’t have to fight. The person with cravings has to fight, until the body chemistry is evened out. Mine has been good for a while, and my health went down this year. Im getting back on educating myself, and sharing it in this blog. I might recommend products, or advice, or just vent! I also went through all my posts, and some products I was promoting, and deleted all the pages of info I wasn’t doing myself. I want this journal / blog to be up to date, and VERY REAL – so we can all help each other. PLEASE, IM BEGGING YOU, leave comments of what has WORKED FOR YOU to stop cravings and healthily lose weight, firm up, etc. I also want to explore better health in general, share what I find – for life is not meant to be THIS STRUGGLE that many of us food cravers go through. IT SHOULDNT BE SO HARD!!!

Well, Im having a hard time today, cuz of my hormones, and Im afraid my pre-diabetes. I am eating “perfectly” – meaning veggies, protein, healthy fats, some healthy carbs, nuts and my supplements/vitamins. AGHH!! It doesnt seem to be helping today. It could be hormones – not to share too much information, just sayin’.

While I do absolutely recommend CLEANSING and FASTING [under supervision] , I believe I have done TOO MUCH over the past year. I lost alot of weight, but Im afraid I depleted myself of too many vitamins and minerals, and therefore I am always STARVING!!

Moderation, Zoe, Moderation. It’s all a learning curve. I lost alot of weight cleansing, but also lost alot of my hair. I know I am not alone on this. But there HAS to be a better way that gives us a peaceful relationship with food, a rockin body that enjoys to move, AND a full head of hair?? All I had was the rockin’ body. I dont care WHAT anyone says, its NOT ENOUGH. Ive HAD the perfect body, with intense food cravings. And massive skin and hair problems. I am all about BALANCE at this point. And having energy.

I hope you continue this journey with me, and we can help each other. For this is LIFE AND DEATH for many of us with food problems, absolutely LIFE AND DEATH. Do you know what I mean???? We HAVE to eat balanced, we have to exercise, we have to reduce stress, we HAVE to balance our chemistry. It’s scary that we have gotten our bodies all out of whack – sometimes by doing TOO much of a good thing, strangely enough. BUT lets work together and heal the world [well at least our world of food addiction / confusion / cravings/ imbalances / emotional pain]. I want to live!! I want to live happily and CRAVING FREE DARN IT ALL!! We deserve it. There are answers, otherwise life would be this bizarre, cruel joke.

Hopefully, soon you will see more encouraging posts from me. The only thing that is helping my sugar cravings/food cravings [Hella Intense, by the way] is lots of protein, olive oil/hummus with veggies, green tea, and walking. I dont feel at all that I am going through emotional eating, although in the past I have. I feel my body is out of whack.

I can say though – if there is one tip I can give you – If you can handle Caffeine – try Organic Japanese Green Tea. [Instead of coffee, even better] Tons of anti-oxidants, and a metabolism boost, as you probably already know.  If I find a good link, I will post it. This stuff REALLY helps me in the morning, after a breakfast of usually eggs and veggies.

Ok, God Bless – Peace be with you. Here’s to writing VERY TRUE, HONEST, GUT WRENTCHING Blogs – and hope we can help each other. Be Strong, but ALSO be KIND to yourself and OPEN to many forms of HEALING!!

love, Zoe Z.

Very Cool MIND Programming with a Hot Fudge Sundae

June 30th, 2009 by

Tell me what you think.

~Zoe